Confessions - Level 29 Reading at #TextMe_Lab, Atopos CVC
I slide my finger on you from boooottom to top like Jesus slides on the cross.
You're sitting on my fantasy
I want to sit on yours too So my favourite and most addictive ritual begins
(balloon blow) Squeak!
I run to the toilet Out of a pure excitement reminding me of white powders white dusts with many littles eyes. Absolute crystals Absolutist toilets they make me tremble with a defecating excitement Protestants say you ought not excite yourself As for me, I want you protestant.
(Balloon blow)
Ugh my guts screech Clear us out! my bowels, my small and my large one.
Hang on, I am going to the toilet; for a while, I say.
I take a seat I am the seat I’m gonna give my presents to the sweet little toilet Erotic interactions sou leei
You must be standing outside, Are you waiting for something? I wouldn’t want to apologise I want to go to the toilet for a while. I want to look the seat in the eyes You took a seat on my fantasy, you’ve clogged it.
(Balloon blow)
I am staring at the toilet's hole, the wall's tiles, your things on the shelf, I want to smell your armpits
go go! there is someone waiting and they don’t know I'm staring at the toilet straight in the eyes
I’m losing myself in the sight of the lid and I’m so sorry I can’t even explain you why Standing in front of you I feel addicted to a hypnosis
na a a a aaaa a a aaaa aa aaaa
A wicked, malignant hypnosis right at your arousal. Now, in my hypnotic highs, poof! All horniness evaporates.
I confess apologetically to save the situation. Nothing. I'm testing your endurance limits, the limits of your desire. Delirium!
na a a a aaaa a a aaaa aa aaaa
Now I suddenly take out a marker, I hit you in the head!
squeak squeak
You: sitting on the couch, you don’t notice what happened. Me: bam! I run straight to the toilet my bowels again, the small and the large one for as long as I want I don’t give a damn!
I’m not exactly angry at you, I'm fighting you. But under the circumstances, to win you need to believe a whole lot! Snatch my marker before I mark your face Crack–crack, break it!
Finally, you’ll have to make me choose Find faith in toilet lids or stay away from them?
When I was a child I saw you peeing in front of me pants unzipped I was struck no toilet around only mountains -you won’t remember- I couldn’t believe one thing, I couldn’t believe your penis so I got high.
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photo: Anastasia Diavasti
Glystraw To daxtylo mou panw sou Apo kaaaatw pros ta panw. Opws glistraei o xristos sto stavro.
Kathese panw sti fantasiwsi mou
Thelw ki egw na katsw panw sti diki sou :) Arxizw loipon to agapimeno Kai pio ethistiko teletourgiko mou
(baloni) Ouaaq
Trexw stin toualeta Apo ena pentakatharo excitement pou mou thymizei autes tis leukes skones Skones me polla matakia Apolytoi krystalloi Apolytarxikes toualetes mou prokaloun auton ton afodeutiko enthousiasmo Oi protestantes lene den prepei na enthousiazontai Egw se thelw protestanti
(Baloni blow)
Ax ta swthika mou skouzoun na katharisw to entero mou. Kai to mikro Kai to megalo.
Perimene esy ligo na paw stin toualeta gia kapoia wra
Kathomai sto kapaki Eimai to kapaki tha dwsw ta dwra mou sti glykeia lekanitsa Erwtikes epafes sou leei
skeftomai oti eisai apeksw perimeneis kati apo emena? de tha thela na apologithw thelw na paw stin toualeta gia kapoia wra
Thelw na koitaksw to kathisma katamata Exeis katsei panw sti fantasiwsi mou Kai mou ti mpoukwneis
(Baloni blow)
koitazw tin trypa tis lekanis kai to plakaki ston toixo kai ta pragmata sou sto rafi thelw na myrisw tis masxales sou
ante ante perimenei o allos k den kserei oti koitaw to kathisma katamata
stekomai ki exw xathei sto kapaki tis toualetas Kai lypamai: de mporw kan na sou eksigisw giati Stekomai orthios mprosta sou kai eimai ligo San eksartimenos se Mia ypnwsi
na a a a aaaa a a a aa aaaa
auti h ypnwsi den einai katholou kali Itan ekei pou eixes kavlwsei twra mprosta sti mastoura mou Oli sou h kavla pouf! eksatmizetai.
Milaw me eksomologitiko tropo gia na to swsw tipota. testarw tis antoxes tis epithymias sou paralirima.
na a a a aaaa a a a aa aaaa
twra vgazw ksafnika ena markadoro se xtypaw sto kefali!
ouaaq ouaaq
etsi opws kathesai ston kanape den katalaves oute kan apo pou sou rthe. Egw: mpam! Trexw ksana stin toualeta na katharisw to entero mou. Kai to mikro Kai to megalo. Kai gia oso xrono goustarw!
Den ta xw parei akrivws me sena.
Alla s auti ti sinthiki, gia na nikiseis, e prepei na pisteueis para poly! Prepei na mou pareis to markadoro, prin prolavw na sou vapsw ti mouri kai Krak! na mou ton spaseis.
Kai en telei na me kaneis na dialeksw: diplo to erwtima
na vrw tin pisti mou sti mastoura tis lekanis? H n afisw to kathisma?
Otan imoun mikros s eixa dei na katouras mprosta mou me anoigmeno fermouar epatha provlima den ypirxe toualeta pouthena ekei imastan sto vouno -de thymasai- k den mporousa na pistepsw kati, den mporousa na pistepsw oti eixes peos kai mastourwsa.
Edw mprosta sas krataw markadwro k thelw na sas vapsw olous twra alla de tha to kanw.
